Are you kidding me?

Yes, I know it has been a long, long, long time since I have posted a damn thing on here. I know. And Im sorry.

I really havent had anything interesting to write about, actually. No horrible people at work, no weird drama going on, nothing really of note. Which is odd.

I decided today that whenever I am feeling depressed I will go for a run. So I went for a run, about 2 miles, and when I returned and showered, my mother called and made me cry hystarically for about 2 hours. While I was sobbing, I thought to myself, "But I just took a shower! I dont want to have to run again!". At least I was considering sticking to it.

Close friends are moving to California in about three weeks. They found out that they are moving about three days ago, which is, well, great for them, as the oppourtunity they are taking is wonderful. It just makes me sad. Purely selfish reasons, actually. And it worries me, as this could very well effect a new thing I have going at my work.

Im an assistant pastry chef now. Now. We will see if that still holds in three weeks.

I suppose I should keep this short, go do something productive, like put the sheets back on the bed and wash my makeup off, read. What is actually going to happen is nothing like that. Really.

I hope you are all well.